There is something
about the snow laden sky
in winter
in the late afternoon
that brings the heart elation
and the lovely meaninglessness
if time
Whenever I get home---whenever---
somebody loves me there.
Meanwhile
I stand in the same dark peace
as any pine tree,
or wander on slowly
like the still unhurried wind,
waiting,
as for a gift,
for the snow to begin
which is does
at first casually,
then, irrepressibly.
Whereever else I live---
in music, in words,
in the fires of the heart,
I abide just as deeply
in this nameless indivisible place,
this world,
which is falling apart now,
which is white and wild,
which is faithful beyond all our expressions of faith,
our deepdest prayers.
Don't worry, sooner or later I'll be home.
Red cheeked from the roused wind,
I'll stand in the doorway
stamping my boots and slapping my hands,
my shoulders
covered with stars.
